"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight." P3:5-6
Hello girls, good morning. 💐
Today my Beloved led me to reread the lesson from our Ministerial Commitment Course “Juggling” and to reread this lesson in these days when I was feeling a little confused about several things that have been happening to my daughter Brincy, because I have seen her earthly father distancing himself from her every day, to the point where she has not seen him for almost a year.
I confess that at times I thought I was to blame for this situation happening. And this mental fatigue has also extended to the wait that we are having to go through for a medical procedure that Brincy needs to undergo, and we are waiting for her health insurance to be released.
Rereading this lesson renewed my mind on what I needed at this moment, which is to “continue to depend exclusively on Him,” because He has reminded me every day that “His yoke is easy and His burden is light.”
Regarding Brincy’s earthly father, I took this situation before the Lord, and I saw Him move. Last week was Brincy's birthday, and my brothers and I decided to have a small celebration to celebrate her birthday. To our complete surprise, her ex-husband found out about the party and left the state where he lives to come and be part of the party. This made my mind want to argue about it, but my Beloved reminded me to praise Him for the opportunity He was giving my daughter to have her earthly father close by.
Regarding the release of the procedure, I was having an overload in my mind, thinking that I should do something so that the medical guide would be released, and that's when He showed me that I was trying to do it with the strength of my arms. So once again He brought me His Word, and I was able to renew my mind that I cannot and should not rely on my own understanding, but rather take EVERYTHING to Him, even those little things that I "think" are not necessary, but if I am in complete harmony and seeking to be in the center of His Will, then "the paths will become straight and correct because I will truly be resting in Him".
I ask my Beloved for forgiveness for still failing in certain situations, and I humbly ask that He help me to have the freedom to ask Him everything. Helping me to seek Him in all areas of my life, to ask Him what He wants me to do, because I know that this way things will become easier and everything will work out, because His Will is Good, Perfect and Pleasant. And I thank Him for all the affection, love, patience and persistence He has with me...
Now I am here, in a waiting room, waiting for His answer, but now I am at rest, because I have given everything to Him, and I know that He is taking care of everything for me and for my daughter Brincy.
Dear friend, I encourage you to ask Him about everything you want to do, because when we do this we can be sure that everything will turn out perfectly, and just the way it should be.
"For my yoke is easy and my burden is light." M11:30